Not really, I have mix feelings about tomorrow.
I AM NERVOUS, SCARED AND EXCITED.
I maybe am embarking in a new-but-old adventure. I’m not a newbie in the field but I feel like one. I maybe familiar with the responsibilities and expectation from me but I having second thoughts, the what-if’s I can’t do it, can’t meet Tuck’s expectation. What if I failed Novita, Ann and Su? After all, they’ve help me with my application.
I’m quite excited about it (obviously), I know I will learn new things and get to apply some of the stuff I’ve learned from my years of studying. It might not be a new environment but still, it will give me opportunities to develop some skills and who knows I might discover some hidden talent along the way.
I had a bad morning and bad afternoon. I wonder how my evening will be.
I’m beat and I still have 3 more days to go. I can’t wait for Thursday!
My head is about to explode!
Screw Math! Screw composition! Screw exams!
Lol!
“We cross our bridges when we come to them and burn them behind us, with nothing to show for our progress except a memory of the smell of smoke, and a presumption that once our eyes watered.”
I decide to write my first freewriting of the day in my blog. It’s amazing how freewriting helps me find topics and develop it into something worth reading. It’s also amazes me on how it can prevent writers to have mental block.
I’ve done freewriting tons of times during my university days, mostly in my research and writing modules. Even when I was still in highschool, I would sometime starts my composition with freewriting. It really helps.
Some of my English and Research teachers encourage us, student, to use this method. One of my teachers even describes it as write and write and don’t stop. She’s right if continue to write anything that comes to your mind you’ll somehow find a topic.
Sometimes, you’ll find the stuff you write nonsense but if you analyze it closely, you find ideas. Ideas – which you can develop into an interesting topic.
freewritng – an activity which you write down everything and anything that come to your mind.