“ Growing up, I never knew who I was supposed to be. So I’d spend all my time apologizing for the privilege and the wealth and the opportunities I felt other people deserved more than I did. And you know what I’m finally learning? You can’t fight against who you are. ”
— Nate Archibald, Gossip Girl (Season 2, Episode 19: The Grandfather)
Get me outta here
‘Cuz my eyes are burning
From these silly tears
That you brought when you show me you don’t really care
And you never loved me, someone get me outta this place
Right now
I miss blogging like i did in Xanga (my first blog ever, I decided to close it for some personal reason). I had so much fun in Xanga. I used to blog about everything: my feelings, opinion and well, everything under the sun that my brain cells can analyze and somehow I make sense.
I miss the fun and carefree element of my life. The sometimes come-what-may attitude. And the improntu moments with my friends. Gosh, that says a lot of how my life have become. Well, I had a life then and I committed social suicide when I move in Singapore.
I miss my friends, gosher, ever second of everyday, every walking hours and every sleeping hours. I use to take our daily meetings, in between classes IMs and late night sms feast for granted. I need a friend and life.
I miss a lot of things and I pray that one day, all those things will be back in my life.
Things to do:
1. Bring back the blog and writing spirit.
2. Get a life.
3. Befriend any one who is worthy of my friendship. No, Im not being a snob and up high there. It is just, I don’t take the word friend lightly and once a friend is always a friend to me)